Sunday, February 15, 2009

Family


Today I was called to work to attend the needs of the Students at the school as well as to support the staff. During my day I worked with two students who are facing a major change in their lives. In my efforts to help them bridge the gap between their desires for immediate gratification in life and their ability to understand where true gratification comes from, I realized that I was experiencing the joy or peace that comes from "being in the moment" rather then focusing on where you are not -- where you might wish to be. SO I feel a sense of satisfaction. I also spoke or had e-mail communications with several parents and staff - all of whom expressed their support and their prayers for a good outcome for the students and their families in crisis, the staff and the school relating to its growing pains and the parents of the students actually in crisis. I was brought back to something I hadn't felt in a long time - We are not alone! the 12-step fellowships are like a Family - a community that sticks together and helps its members in thick and thin. I am grateful to be part of this recovery network.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Love

This past two weeks or so have been filled with people. Students, Colleagues, family members, special events, joyful and scary moments, excitement, stress and difficulty. In many aspect of my life change occurring. I feel like I am in a boat of some kind on rapidly flowing river. Sometimes the water is shallow and the rocks are all around and hard to avoid, other times the water is deeper, wider and more manageable. Yet the water is moving fast and full of uncertainty.


Scary? Exciting? Depends on the attitude. What I am grateful for in all this is that I am not alone. There are others in my life who welcome me and I welcome them. We share with each other our individual journeys lending experience, strength and hope. There are no magic answers to life's challenges but there is strength in numbers.

Today I plan for a rest from the rapids of my life by taking the day off, spending time with my wife looking at Chicken Coops and farm stuff and sharing in her focus on life - "Backyard Living" - http://crayargiros.blogspot.com/ ). But lets see how the winds blow?

Happy Valentine's day!